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**HAQ** Tue Jan 19, 2010 4:12 am

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Re: ------CHEATING------

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Re: ------CHEATING------

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Re: ------CHEATING------

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TRUTH

HAQ Tue Jan 19, 2010 4:16 am

I loved you and you cheated
Broke my heart in two
Left me there to shatter
With nothing left to do
You left me out to die
With out anything to say
Left me all alone
To die that very day
You took everything I knew
And threw it all away
Took all my pride and joys
And left them far away
You killed my spirit
You killed my heart
You shattered it all
And left me no where to start
You knew that I loved you
And you knew that I cared
You knew she didn't love you
She didn't ever dare
You knew she'd leave you
Just like you did to me
You knew she had others
And she would never see
She didn't care
She was a lot like you
And now you're paying
And you wonder, "What did I do?"
You feel the same as I once did
You finally understand
That no one loved you quite like me
That for you I would always stand
But now it's too late
Cause you left me here to die
And that's exactly what you wanted
You didn't even say goodbye

**HAQ** Tue Jan 19, 2010 4:20 am

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I loved you...but did you?

HAQ Tue Jan 19, 2010 4:20 am

Ruining
I keep on ruining
Afraid of being hurt again
Not knowing where I'm going,
Not knowing how far I'll go and if I'll go back

Thinking
I keep on thinking
Thinking of N, of what he had done
Of how much he had hurt me,
And how he had taken my heart and crushed it

Smiling
I keep on trying to
But all my face can manage is a fake one
I know it will be a while before I can smile and mean it
But still I try to, thinking it'll actually make me happy

Crying
I keep on crying
Tears flooding my eyes
And pouring down my face
My eyes stinging as more tears build up and fall

Love
I keep on wondering
Did he ever mean it when he said 'I love you'?
Was he just saying it and not meaning it at all
Was I the only one in love in this realationship?

Death
I keep on trying to do it
I finally reach my destination
Just one little jump and it'll be all over
I slowly step over the edge and fall over not caring anymore
And that was how I died

**HAQ** Tue Jan 19, 2010 4:22 am

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For You, My Love

HAQ Tue Jan 19, 2010 4:22 am

To all the happy moments we shared,i didnt realize you were destroying me.

To all the times you told me that you loved me,your best and favorite lie.I really cant believe i fell for that crap.

To all the amazing promises, you broke every .single. one.

To all the time spent together,and the time you spent in other girls pants.

To the true love we had,but its gone now. If it even existed.

To the moments we cried together,all because of you.

To the hurt and pain we made it through,because i kept lying to myself.

To days that were perfect, and nights that you snuck around.

To your accomplishments, you made it a whole year before i found out.

To the moments i needed you,but you were never there.

To you accepting my friends for who they were,and trying to sleep
with them.

To my heart that beat for you, it believed your amazing show.

To the most painful day i ever had with you,how many girls was it again?

To my own stupidity,for giving you a second,third,and forth chance.

To the way i fell so hard,you didn't just trip me,you held me down and duke taped my body so i couldnt move.

To the stitches i had to find,my heart couldn't hold itself together.

To the feelings i felt,they hurt so bad.

To the crumbs of my soul,Ive still got to sweep them up.

To my happiness,its scared of me now.

To the nights i worried about you,but it was ok cause you were safe in her arms.

To the foundation we had, i never noticed that it was just thin glass waiting to shatter.

To the day that glass broke, it stabbed and cut at me long after you were gone.

To all the blood i spilled that day,red:the color of love and passion,if you could've seen it spilling you would've seen how dark
it really was.It was almost black. Fitting for you.

To my own mental destruction,never did i think it would be you.
So this is to you my love, i finally saw your game. Though it was amusing,i will not lie,i think i realize that its not the game for me. I was god at it. The perfect player some would say. But im not that kind of person. I'm worth more than your cheap mental games and your other players. You did however teach me one thing,and for that i am thankful, i learned my own self worth. And im sorry, but you don't meet my standards anymore. I am above you in many ways now. And i don't have a game to play like you,i have a whole amusement park! People in my park don't have to worry about losing and being lied to. There here for the same reason i am, to have honest fun! So i guess there's only one thing left that i really want to say to you: Game over. I win.